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I'm not being dramatic, its life.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Sorry I haven't been updating my blog.
Work sucks and life's a bitch at times.
But whether I blog or not, I don't think it really matters since nobody reads this. HAH!

(DISCLAIMER: All of the things I've mentioned in this post may or may not be true. This is what you get when I think too much.)

ANYWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY,
Don't you just sometimes wonder why you were born in this life? :/
I'm not troubled at the moment. I'm just thinking and reflecting.
So each and every single one of us has a purpose in life, but I really wonder what's my purpose in life.
Don't get me wrong, I am grateful for what I have in life.
I can safely say that I have almost everything I need in life.

A stable family, loving and amazing friends and my iPod.
But I wake up every morning, feeling slightly empty on the inside.
Its like I'm missing something out in life. Something big, but I just don't know what it is.
I don't know, maybe I'm just another confused teenager who isn't mature enough to understand this whole thing yet.

I'm sure we all have ambitions. My ambition is to be a doctor someday.
Though, it seems to me that I'll just be a nurse instead. -_-
But now, I don't really know what I want in life anymore.
I just keep letting things fall into place and let nature take its course.
Sometimes, that's an effective way of doing things for someone who is as lazy as I am.
And after that, you might start having regrets in life, which is bad of course.
I regret some things I did in life, but that's not really the point now.
Waittt, I don't even know what I'm trying to say over here. -_________-
What I'm trying to say is that, we should follow our heart and think carefully about our future.

Now I'm starting to think if being a nurse is the right choice for me.
After everything I've gone through in life, all the time I've spent studying, is this really what I want in life?
All I can do now is just shrug my shoulders and go with it.
Yes, I am indeed one confused soul right here.

And here I am, ranting and talking shit about life in the morning.
What a great way to start the day eh?

Okay, I think I'm done for now.


Blehhhh
Wednesday, January 5, 2011



"I'm the force you failed to move, I'm the fact you'll never prove.
I'm the last note you last loose, I'm the fate you couldn't choose.
This is over, yeah you lose."

I'm working tomorrow. Yayyyyyy! -_-


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